If not now…


Every breath and each new day
Every new experience, even in odd ways.

A blessing and gift to relish
With our loved ones we best cherish.

Another dawn to share with them
If we don’t tell them now, then when?

Lest we forget, sadly how few we get.
Drink that wine and get those feet wet.

beloved showed heart and the petty left behind.
The key to life is to be grateful, genuine and kind.

Becoming Supernatural, by Dr Joe DeSpenza

I have just finished this brilliant book. I knew nothing about this man before this book, but I am so glad that I found him. This for me is the perfect book to explain the spiritual scientifically as a kind of link between the two.

For all those who don’t know what I mean by the vibration of all things, this will clear it all up and a load more. So brilliantly explained that anyone would be hard pushed not to understand it all. There are even also some fabulous diagrams to help, which a very helpful and informative. I learnt so much.

Weirdly, but not unsurprisingly, that it is all the things the more sensitive amongst us always felt in their gut. Though we often had insufficient information to explain the how, what or why of it all. We just felt it. Right?

This Kind of explains it all. From the intuitive feelings or vibes that you get around certain people or situations that make you joyous or even uneasy. This book shows how many of those formerly intangible, undefinable things make sense.

We we’re all right By the way ! We can really feel it and it does genuinely make a difference to us. Some more than others. Just because we can’t see it, doesn’t mean it doesn’t count. We don’t feel gravity nor the spinning of the world unless you zoom out and look a things on a vast scale. This is no different. Only by looking at things at that scale does it start to make sense and the picture becomes clearer.

This book does both the micro and the macro view, so both are considered, which I think is key in understanding the forces they can create.

I absolutely love it when when he starts describing all this on a quantum level too. When I start to think about how we are all made up of exactly the same matter as the rest of the universe. With concepts that are almost too big to comprehend with our human brains, It blows my mind and I LOVE that.

We are all made up of atoms and all atoms are the atoms they always were. They just are, aren’t they. But more mind blowing than that. Is that in reality that we are mostly made up of the space between all those atoms. More space than matter… to paraphrase this book.

If we Imagine the proton or electron in any atom, which is the tiny centre. Usually depicted as the dote in the centre of the atom. the atom is 60,000 k in size then the centre proton would be the equivalent of trying to find an orange in those 60,000k

See what I mean… mind blown.

So the idea of some energy being carried or held in that space between all things, is completely understandable and feasible even, isn’t it?

If splitting an atom can create such vast energy and such havoc. How could there not be an energy to all things. We really have no idea how much of a key role all this has nor what a built up of this energy has on us and I find it all absolutely fascinating.

This is what makes us truly supernatural. Some of the real magic in this incredible world.

I choose Life and an Army of Love. X

Please don’t think that because this blog is only about the light and the positive, that I live in some Disney delusion about life. Or even some Disney life.

Or even that life has magically stopped being life for me, and I have avoided all hardships. That the perceptual guidance system and eternal teacher that is life has missed me out somehow. 

I am blessed yes and have had a blessed life too, but please don’t think that I do not see the skies as dark and bleak sometimes. Or that I have not seen the full spectrum of life on earth and that I don’t understand the shade.

There have been times, years even where I was so lost that I had trouble finding the will or the strength to even be able to get up and face the day. I most definitely have.

 It got so bad at one time that I reached a point of such disenchantment with everything that I didn’t see the point of even bringing a child into a world such as this…

Dark I know and the complete polar opposite of how I feel now, or how the real me feels.

So what changed?

Well let’s face it, all that could have changed is my attitude towards it all and I think my attitude to gratitude too I guess. The Universe just is and hasn’t changed coincidentally for anyone ever, so the change must have come from me.

How had I gone from the happiest, confident, capable, hopeful, glimmering joy of a child. As I believe all children are born…and end up like that?

 I went from my lifelong dream of having a big happy, buzzing home, full of life, lots of kids, nature and dogs even….To that.

Sad when that happens really, when we get so squashed and re shaped in weird amorphous ways until in the end you don’t even recognise yourself.

But precisely perhaps because I have felt all of this and more for far too many years, is exactly why Instead now I choose life.

What I have learnt to do instead, is to see it all yes, light and dark which is far more constructive than wishing, hoping, avoiding or ignoring things unrealistically.

 Though now I try to actively only focus my attention on the positives in any thing I see and surround my self with the same.

 I cannot tell you how this one thing has revolutionised my life and my thinking. What a vast change in the energy it attracts when you do too.

How everything then looks like a blessing. Even looking back on things in your life that are gone and past are seen differently too.

 All those perceived disasters are now actually blessings and the universe trying  desperately to help us out of where we are not thriving and get us where we should be going.

It was just wearing a f***ing good disguise. Lol

Believe me I could write a whole blog just called, Ranty me or how to change the world with love. But let’s face it there are millions of places to moan and vent. Places that extensively only seem to focus on negatives and the bad, like the news.

I have learnt it does not help and it does not serve me at all and In fact it does the opposite and attracts more of the same. Like attracts like. So why would I bother with anything other than all the loveliness.

Instead now, I ALWAYS choose Life, Always choose Love…..Always choose Light and always choose kindness for all, but not forgetting to add me to the list too.

So This is why I created this blog Really as all of our our little save haven of such. A place where we revel in the positive, the creation, the light, the good energy and always the love.

 Where we come to get away from all that negative news, where we only look up to the stars.

Imagine what could be done with a whole worldwide army of love all sending out that kind of positive energy into the world. 

Mmmmmmmmmy kind of place.

Love this… Mental note to self, PLEASE remember this for when you actually could use it and not hours later in bed going over what you should have said ; )

Although I am planning to use it more for comedy with mates perhaps.

Those other occasions I have learnt to stay silent mostly, but that does not mean I can’t make myself laugh, in my own head.